Hiya mum what you been doing? I've not been upto much really just been worried about our Tony he was getting upset earlier when he rang me in tears. I didn't know what to say to him to calm him down. Maybe u could speak to him in ur special way as an angel . I had a sob last night don't know what's up with me lately been like that for a while now. Just missing u I think it's finally hitting me that I have lost u and that u have been taken to a better place just wish that u could be here with us all again. Love u so so much and miss u more and more each day. All my love always and forever Sam x x x x x x x x x x x